I really have not been in much of a mood to blog. There has been some pretty major changes in my life. Primarily, I am no longer in COEI. In fact, the bean counters of SBC have decided that COEI's value had diminished to a point that we were no longer needed. I loved my former crew. I loved the work. I loved the 4 day work week. I loved the freedom of never having to fill out a vacation schedule, because all vacation requests were granted. I loved driving only 4 miles to work. However, I am now resigned to the fact that I now work a 5 day work week. I drive 30 miles to work each day in some of the most horendous traffic imaginable. I worry about taking days off, hoping I will be granted time needed to attend family affairs. There are pluses at my new job. Oh, by the way, my new job is communications technician at the Network Operations Center (NOC). My group is Pronto, which primarily provides dialtone and DSL service over Pair Gain Systems. The job is challenging. I have been on it for 4 weeks now and still feel like a fledgling. However, I really like my new boss. Also, the people with whom I now work are wonderful.
I was forced to the NOC with 3 other technicians from my former crew. Of those 3, two of them will more than likely be retiring within the next 2 months. Both of them have more service than I. They are not adjusting to the new job or the commute to get there each day. Their commute is worse than mine. I have to admit, I check my lump sum option and annuity option amounts daily. I was hoping to hold off til I am 62 to retire, so I can augment my income with early social security payments. Hopefully, Bush won't f--- that up too terrible much.
On a positive note; I love my family and am very glad that I am part of it. I have a total of 10 photos of Magda proudly displayed at my work station. She brings me so much joy. I am healthy.
Posted by Rita at March 11, 2005 10:48 PMOooh - the commute does not sound good but your accent on the positive is great. You are in the age group that will get really shafted if Bush gets to revise SS as he says. It's hard to understand why the government would want to borrow a trillion dollars and increase the deficit even more to make this so called needed change in SS.
Posted by: Cynthia at March 12, 2005 07:11 AMYou may not have been in much of a mood to blog, but I've missed your entries. V. glad to see you back on. I agree with Mom--too bad about the commute, that's difficult to face every day. Maybe you could join audible.com, download some audiobooks onto your iPod, and listen to them in the car during your drive? Then it would be something to look forward to rather than something to dread.
Posted by: Elizabeth at March 13, 2005 08:56 AMOder deine Deutsche Ubungen! Wo sind deine Deutsche CDs? Du musst mit Vladimir sprechen!
Posted by: Cynthia at March 13, 2005 04:33 PM